Okay, today was going pretty well for me, i got off early went to the mall, spent a little money on things i needed and wanted, got back took care of shyt, blah blah blah.  Good friend of mine imed me, talk bout this guy that hit on her last night was back at her apartment the next day, even tho her roommate promised he wouldnt come back. Course she tells me, but from what i was told, he wasnt being an asshole, he was sober, and wasnt hitting on her this time. I knew last night he was drunk and tried hitting on her, okay thats not cool, okay he jiggled her door to her room but it was locked, okay really not cool, but that was last night.  She blew him off, locked him out, igored him, and he never talked to her agian, ooookay, i bet he got the message.  So todaywhen she imed me bout this again i asked her, is he being an asshole, "no" is he hitting on you again "no" okay what the problem? "nothing im just stating he's back after K said he wouldnt comeback" okay, he's gone now, and didnt once talk to you...."yeah" Is he goodlooking? "even if he was thats not the point" why dont you give him a chance if he's good looking he might be different sober? "stop taking his side!!!" im not, if its a problem tell K you wont pay ur share of the rent if he comes back, if its that bad, go to a hotel, come here, or go home. Then she never answers back, im's me 2 hours later, "WTF why'd you say that, I WAS ASLEEP" okay...? you fell asleep right after i messaged you? Look gurly, i care bout ya and all, and if the guy is harrassing you, you know im there... but dont just 'im' me whenever you get a little drama in ur life, cause if its not serious, i dont wanna hear it, thats what boyfriends are for, so dont just talk to me, when you need an ear to listen to your problems, i got my own issues, and the simple fact that everytime you've messaged me or talked to me, has just been to talk about your issues and drama, that kinda makes me think that im just some guy who would sympathize with you. Not that guy, and yes this is really pissing me off, cause instead of talkin to me about it, you choose to just ignore me, cause now what im saying is not what you wanted to hear, well fine then, dony speak to me anymore if your just gonna act childish. we aint in high school no more.

4a.m just got back from dropping off bakaneko.  alright day i guess.  Work ended around 5pm, the entire work day was relaxed and my humvee course was short lived and easy.  Picked up josh early on and headed over to davids house.  We went to Senor iguana's for some mexican and then picked up chibi and conversed at casa's over tasty beverages.  Picked up a couple movies and had a movie night.  I ended up passing out(guess i was more worn out than i thought)  I was gonna visit someone but ended up getting sidetracked..... course i figured they wouldnt be upset, it is just me afterall. Got some stuff i gotta do saturday, file my taxes for one, and around 6pm take jeremy to the recruiting station for moral support. It is a life changing event to go to the military and im happy i can help, Yes! i tried to talk him outta it lol =P but he's deadset on doing it,so all i can do is offer my support.  Gonna be up early likely and out and about, leave me a message or call me, im around town man about town this weekend ^^

Good weekend for me overall, but i guess i'll start at the beginning.  Thursday i got off work round 7am and when i got back to my room, i pretty much passed out.  Awoke sumtime around 4, packed up and bolted outta base.  Went over to rachelle's home and hungout there.  It was good to see her. she and i have been friends for 3 years now and i even used to have a crush on her, funny thing is she used to have a crush on me, or so she said lol, but we're really good friends now. Little amy navalta came by aswell and we ventured out, ate food and watched "ocean's 12"  it was alright, but didnt live up to the last movie.  Amy and rachelle we're nice enough to cover me on food, drink, and my double shot of vodka... "nyuk!"  After the movie i went over to justins house to watch anime and relax XD  Friday, i woke up close to noon and just veggied out for a little while.  Round 1pm i picked up Baka neko and went to Greenbrier mall where we met up with Lone.  At the mall there was this liberty tax setup where a gorgeous gurl dressed up as lady liberty, Josh and I couldnt stop starring, and if i wasnt so timid, i woulda tried hitting on her. =P  At the mall, ran into Cali and theresa, it was nice seeing them and chatting with cali.  At the mall i spent over 200 dollars on clothes and the new slim line ps2. heh  Also met matty, Cali's new main sqeeze. seems like a descent enough fella.  Ventured to Starbucks after that to fulfill our caffeine needs with delicious coffee and ran into cali and matty again.  Josh bought RE4 (his new addiction) and we went to david's home to watch him play. It was awsome to see him get decapitated 3 times lol  Called it an early night cause i had to rest up for my double date the following day.  Saturday i finally made it to gwen's house after 3 tries, (nice directions cali! >< ) i met her parents eeek! but they seemed nice enough.  We went to "Ginza's" for traditional japanese food ( guyz paid ) and then we went to the movies(gurls paid) to watch "house of flying daggers" it was a great movie, but i have to say, back in fuedal china, it was hard to break up and go out with new ppl without having to kill someone.  After the movie i dropped off Cali and matty, and hung with gwen a little longer before moving on to my next engagement.  Met up rachelle again and watched t/v then when Danish got there we went to "iguana lounge" for mexican. we BSed for a little while and rachelle complained alot bout her roommates back in richmond.  Left there and picked up Lone again and we high tailed it to Baka's house, where we provided food for shelter from the cold.  We hungout and i fell asleep.  Sunday, not much went on, got a call early on from Shelby =p she was feeling a little lonely at her sis's b-day party, so i picked up Baka and we went to the Duck-in to keep her company.  Nice seeing shelby as always, and as always, her and baka we're very touchy feely with the lovey doveyness. =X  however shelby's friends was attempting to steal him away, creating a very scary shelby lol  -side note- shelby is very different from her sis, shelby is otaku, and her sis is a snobby prissy little gurl, no wonder they dont get along.  after the party i dropped Josh off so he could hangout w/ demitri.  I picked up David and went over to Karls house where we soon decided to watch "Elektra" overall not a bad movie but i wouldnt watch it twice. After the movie the trio decided to hangout a little bit with Cafe' gurls at "friday's" Then i called it a night.  Monday, Sis and her fiancee came by to cook steak at the house, i just hung around and watched tv. Back at base now, and all settled in... but already i cant wait till next weekend.  Call me guyz, i miss you's! ^^

ugh!  the last couple days have been interesting... yes thank you cali for that loud announcement. Yes i asked cali's friend out on a date....  Anywayz, as much as im excited about the upcoming 4 day weekend, it'd seem a fly has been thrown into the oinment.  Right now, there's a toe-back mission taking place, which is a training mission for new LT's, ive been place on detail for the next 3 days of it. beginning at 1700 ill have to pull fire guard in a TOC tent with my buddy durr.  Its basically an easy mission for the most part. All we have to do is sit around the TOC tent and try not to get bored, XD  its a long shift tho... i wont be getting off till 6 am in the morning, and then of course, im going to need to get some sleep, im hoping tho that it'll be a lay back mission, and me and durr will be able to sneek in a few hours of rest here and there. what does this mean, well nothing really, i get my day time off, and i wont be online in the evening.  I just hope i can sneak my gameboy sp in =P I also plan to bring my cell phone w/me so i can talk to ppl and make plans for the weekend.  -sigh- im just wondering if the mission ends on thrsday, or will it carry over into friday, cause if it does, i wont get off till 6 am on friday then ill have to get some sleep, and before i know it, i lose half a day on the first day of my 4 day vacation. eeek! oh well. Call me up, while im out there on fire guard ppl, and keep me company.

Well info has come into light for me and now is the time for action.  ive been pacing around a certain situation for a little bit and now i just have to try.  So im going to.  Its better to know than to just twiddle my thumbs and hold onto false hope.  I'll try tonight, or tomarrow depending on timing, but i will give it a shot. nothing to lose but pryde.  and yes im being vague, because i no longer know who reads my blog.  because i know manyppl that do but dont post. so...... those of you who do know then thats cool. keep it to yourself.   Cause if things dont go my way, and you see me on the weekend, ill likely be umm... not so sociable... heh heh ^^;  im such an idiot!

~james

Well the weekend was no great shakes.  Friday i worked the entire day, hopefully next week we get some compensation for giving up the entire day. =P  Saturday i slept in pretty good.  I went to the last couple hours of Justins' greatbridge anime club meeting, where we watched some "bleech" and live action "cutey honey" ^^  cutey honey was pretty good. I mean ya, it reminded me of power rangers, but it was done well enough to make me laugh.  lol not to mention main two female charaters, nat-chan
and cutey were totally cute XD  after that, i went out to find ppl, but with lack of funds and gas i couldnt really go anywhere, so i stopped in at elrics house to see how he's doing.  He was playing ffx so i watched but my head and chest continually got worse and i passed out.  I went home afterwords.. i coulda hungout with kenichi, lone, and bn but my body was pretty tore up, after a rough week and now catching a cold. x_X  I meant to chat with ppl online for just a few minutes, but i ended up being on for a couple hours talkin but i always enjoy talking to my friends.  Sunday now, and ill be leaving here for ft.eustis in an hour to get a haircut and square away my uniform.  If i get it done early, i can waste the rest of the day on video games and anime.  This weekend wasnt fun really, because of my cold, ppl's work schedules, and lack of money.  Hopefully next weekend will be fun, i have fri-monday completely off, and ill be back on thursday.  Not to mention i get paid friday XD  so im up for anything.  looking forward to next weekend.  hoping to see some ppl. ^^;

finally finished my first full week back.  Its not that hard getting back into the full week schedule working till 5, but still i long for the days of vacation when i can wake up whenever XD  not that sometimes it matters, cause i can go to bed at 3a.m and still wake up at 6a.m anywayz, looking forward to getting off at 3.  Already some plans in the works for today, not sure as to what, but it'd seem justin, chibi, and baka wanna do stuff, so im inclined to join in!  Anywayz, gimme a call this weekend, those of you with my number are of course welcome to call me about anything, whether it'd be to chat or hangout. ^^ and those of you whom i know u got my number somehow, please call me ^^ course if your a person whom got my number and i dont know you, or didnt know u had my number, then dont call me. not tryin to be mean, but ive had some problems with ppl i'd rather not talk too somehow getting my number... this doesnt matter, to the people i talk to everyday. lol sorry to get serious, anywayz cya all later~!

~james

eh... thursdays over.  Pretty long day, and im exhausted from it.  The rumors of the possible deployment are still going around and any definate answers will be addressed between now and the end of this month.  Like i said before not likely i go, but if i do, then ohwell.  Its my job ^^  Katsucon plans will remain, until otherwise.  Tomarrow is friday, "thankgod" 4 mile run in the morning, and we have to finish our small pier for some dumb ass training mission.  I should still be finished by 3 or 4 in the afternoon.  Kinda broke, but it'd seem chibi and justin have some plans, so i figure what the hell and go join them.  Saturday i dunno and sunday i dunno either.  But im sure something will come up ^^;  thats pretty much it, kinda late for me and i do have to be up at 430 so im gonna hit the sack! Give me a call this weekend if you wanna hangout, or just post a message.  Ill have my comp at home aswell, where i have acess to dsl.  anywayz, gnite for now